50/50

A duel post tonight. Now that I got the political rant out of my system, onto lighter fare.

I saw the movie "50/50" earlier tonight. I went with my friend "Janice." We had dinner first. Didn't talk about my issues too much, but she did ask how counseling was going. I told her about the Chicago trip (though I didn't quite make it to the Boystown excursion in my story, maybe next time).

The movie was good. Funny at parts, but also really emotional. Joseph Gordon Levitt was quite attractive in the movie. I really like him as an actor, he's come a long way since "3rd Rock from the Sun." I thought Anna Kendrick was really cute too. Liking her character so much just made me feel confused again.

I'm going to the doctor tomorrow. It's a urologist that another doctor recommended I see about my low sex drive. I always figured I'd go to see a endocrinologist about my sex drive, but apparently this guy covers that kind of thing too. At this point I don't know whether or not to believe my issue has a physical component or if it's all psychological. Hopefully the answer will be more clear soon. I just wish I'd gotten myself to do this a long time ago. Not that I'm expecting any miracles.

In other news I tried messaging the Facebook acquaintance again, since it had been a while since the last time I tried. He got back to me and apologized for forgetting to respond before. He said he's been busy moving and looking for a job. He asked when I'm available so I gave him some days. Hopefully he comes through this time. And if he can't, I hope he tells me instead of leaving me hanging.