Quick one

Just a paragraph, to counterbalance last night's behemoth, haha. I'm feeling much better today. I told most of the most difficult people to tell. First, people at work. Second, my friend who I'll be travelling with next month. I nearly screwed up that whole plan completely. It's working out, but after I told him over the phone he said, in a nutshell, "So after all that you're not going? I could have saved a couple hundred dollars if you could have made up your mind sooner. I wish you hadn't told me." Ouch. I do know I really made a mess and I feel really bad about it. Still, I felt that was a little uncalled for. What am I supposed to do, pretend that I'm living on the east coast when I talk to him in a few months? I admit I reacted quite angrily and ranted a little bit before I calmed down. What's done is done. I can't change the past. All I know is I'm more at peace now than I've been in several months, and more people are going on the trip that may have not been able to go if circumstances had been different. So, my regrets are minimal.